Time Heals

Some people say that “first impression s last.” Is this saying true? I hope not because I believe that I have changed for the better and still changing for the better to improve myself. I made a lot of mistakes before and I do not want to commit those mistakes again.

Some of my classmates say that I was really different during our first year days. They say that I was hot tempered (well, I am still hot tempered now but not as worse as before), arrogant, and obnoxious. I admit that I was like that before and I am really sorry for all these people that I had offended. I am sorry if I had hart these people through my words and actions. I did not know why I can do such things just because I cannot control my anger. I hope there was some way that I could have controlled it so that I could not have hurt so many people. There was even one time that a classmate of mine asked if my hair will not die because of too much hair gel that I apply on it. I was really mad at her because I felt gravely insulted. Looking back at the old days, I realize that I was so stupid for having been like that.

I know that I have so many imperfections but I do not want to be remembered as a person with so many imperfections. I know that I have been stupid. My stupidity made me a person with few friends. I have few friends who know me better than anyone else and who understand my stupidity. They love me as me and they try to help me in times that I am so down.. I was really hoping that I could have a bigger circle of friends. I am really hoping that people can forgive me and understand me. I am really hoping thankful that a special kind of girl came into my life and understands me above all. She opened her door for me and gave me a chance. She chose me and loved me for being me. Do you want to know who this girl is? Well, she is the special girl ii love. She is my girlfriend right now. She was the girl who asked me if my hair would not die because of too much hair gel applied on it.

I know that I offended a lot of people and I want them to forgive me. I will prove to them that I can still change for the better. I have my friends and my girlfriend who will help in doing this. I know that I left bad impressions last on the minds of many but I would like to ask them to open their hearts and know the good side of me. After all, even the worst person on earth still has some traces of goodness inside of him. Even though I am like this, I still have a positive side to prove and I would want people to see it.

I hope that as time passes by, they will learn to forgive and forget all those things that I have done that offended them. I will wait for that time to come. Again, I am sorry.